In every facet, Ascending ín your Body is an ultimate challenge. You encounter everything you rather not want to be confronted with.
To get back in touch with your True Self and to be able to Ascend, you literally have to descend into the – by yourself created – hell of the illusion. Hereby you keep on experiencing your deepest fear, pain, sadness, anger, etc., until they have been transcended to the LoveLight that you essentially are. During your Ascension Road, you háve to heal everything in which your male and female ego are wounded. Otherwise they can’t melt together again into ONE. You do this within you and use the interaction with others. Whilst going through your Ascension Road, this so-called outside world (un)expectedly challenges you at its deepest.
Then you yourself let that which you have always kept protectively hidden, gradually become completely visible. When you have the courage, to actually let shine that which is destined to manifest through your prism of Light, you become fully touchable, naked, open and unprotected. Still a lot of shit from the so-called outside world can be poured over you. Eventhough this is always in service to the progression in your Ascension and it increases your firepower enormously, from a human point of view it keeps being no fun to have to move through your process. Ascending also lets you experience deeply, being alone and loneliness, confusion, having no hold and control. Every NOW moment determines each of your next steps. You experience timelessness and non-linearity.
Finally, when you ultimately ARE Embodied Infinite Consciousness and your vibration has become – almost completely – 5D, it is quite a challenge to find your Road amidst the 3D illusion Earth vibration. Among other things, being in interaction with those who still have the 3D vibration can be pretty difficult. Certainly with those who still linger in a high unembodied consciousness in a materialized world. From within their world of experience, they think that they still have contact with ‘your former personality and his or her once to be healed pain’. They don’t understand that they now have contact with Infinite Indifferent Embodied LoveLight and non-Judgment.
At the same time they can not – really – understand your 5D language (see article: Embodied LoveLight Language). Your vibration does not match theirs anymore. Contact with those who still have a 3D vibration, feels flat and unfilled. You can be with them for a short period of time. If you really want to be in connection with each other, they will have to come “to you”. They will have to go in their Ascension Road or continue with it. Those who still unconsciously keep hanging in a high yet unembodied consciousness even have the tendency to fight you and what you express. All of this, as well as embodying the continuous, exponentially in vibration rising Light and your entire literal physical transformation are extremely exhausting. You also experience headaches, third eye activation pain, sore mouth and teeth, sucking tongue, tinnitus, dizziness, nausea, blurred vision, muscle and joint pain, uncomfortable feeling digestive issues, stomach cramps (plexus), cold, heat, perspiration, weakness, insomnia and the need for much sleep.
Just let’s conclude to, that Ascending ín your Body and at the same time being in service to the greatest whole is a pretty overwhelming experience.